First heart ache/unhealthy relationship and how to move on and be happy

So I know I have not used this blog in years but I thought it would be appropriate to address people on something which is very common in every day life.
When I was 16 I met a boy, he was a year older and instantly we connected, before him I had never had a relationship nor a first love, I had 'seen someone' but that was it. It was very intense, everything moved very fast and I fell in love for the first time. I was with 'him' for nearly two years, however even though it was very good at the beginning it became a very intense/stressful unhealthy relationship, we were both obsessed with eachother, not wanting to say anything negative or reveal our personal information, but things happened which should not happen in a normal healthy relationship, I was devastated when we split in January and I couldn't cope properly, your going to experience 'eating ice cream' and curling up in a ball crying it happens. However, I'm was vulnerable and I took him back 3 weeks later, however things were not the same and I wouldn't admit it, we had drifted, but due to the long term duration of the relationship I had known no different. It was only the second break up in June now 18 years old that I knew I would have to be strong, it happened during my a level exams, for anyone who's done a levels will know how hard and stressful exam time is. I revised so much and I concentrated on my exams, they were a massive distraction from the heart ache I was feeling. To cut this long story short, we both had holidays with our friends booked which was the main reason in why I was able to move on so quickly,but I could talk to the opposite gender for the first time in a long time actually have a conversation with someone other than my ex partner, I learned that there is more out there, when I came home I thought I'd be unhappy again but I wasn't because I've learned to look at life differently and accept that there's more to life than that past person, there's going to be other heart aches i will endure however it isn't the end of world and all of you who are currently suffering heart ache, eat some ice cream, excerise was the best thing for me and go out with your friends and have fun because in time you'll be happy like me❤️

+ but you'll still get upset when seeing your ex act disrespectful and post stuff about his new girl when it's not even been 6 weeks x

Preparation and outfit for party/night out💕

I know I haven't posted for a while!i thought I'd post a preparation post instead of your typical make up tutoral💕💕

I've started off by having a spray tan two days before, this means it won't smell and it will develop into a nice colour not an extreme orange. I've used body shops grapefruit shower gel as I can smell it on my body afterwards,then I've used body shops body butter in honey mania which is a very light floral scent. To make my legs look more VS I've used body shops shimmer oil this adds a glow and a sparkle. 

My dress- topshop  shoes-Newlook  silver earrings -swarovski clutch-from a store in my local shopping centre (can get them anywhere)

 

 

Promspiration!!

 

                                                Promspiration!!

Prom season is coming up and im going to give you beauty tips and inspiration on how to prepare your self. My prom is very soon and I will post pictures straight after prom to share my prom experience.

De-stress your self, make sure you have a week free of no stress and makeup as it will hydrate the skin leaving clearer and a more balanced complexion.

Start drinking healthier fluids such as water,juice and even smoothies as this will help your hair nails and skin be intact.

Have a home spa night and exfoliate and moisturise your skin as it will get rid of dead skin cells and leave your skin feeling super soft.

Treat your self to a spray tan and nails and toes as this will give you a golden glow and make you feel much better within your self.

If you want someone else to make you over try your favourite costmetic store and hairdresses.

 When choosing your makeup look make sure you either go bold with the eye or lip as both can look too much.

Heres some of my favourite looks-   

            

     

Wow Kendall Jenners makeup is so pretty but so elegant! 

Bold smokey night,nude lip and scrape back hair is perfect for this high neck dress.

Ootd-my 5 minute fashion essentials

  Last night I got ready in five minutes,which is unusual for me. I wanted to look chic but casual,I went for my Topshop white skinny jeans,blue fluffy jumper and pink coat because the weather is unpredictable. I went for the spring look as I'm loving pastel colours.my shoes are Next. My purse is Michael Kors and I'm in love with it.

All white everything

All white everything

 

For my 16th birthday I went for the 'all white everything' look which

was the look  Karl Lagerfeld went for on the Chanel runway all my items are high street

at affordable prices (All items were bought by myself)

 

This photo doesn't do my top justice but it is white not cream and looked really nice on.

 Top- River island £15

     Jeans- Topshop sale £15

Shoes- Missguided £25

Necklace-Riverisland £8

Gold Watch-Michael Kors

Black and gold bracelet-Michael Kors

White and Gold bag-Riverisland £20

Heartless Curls

                                             Heatless Curls

             We all want to have cute hairstyles without ruining our hair with heat
              from having naturally frizzy curly hair I know how hard it can be but I now know
              how to get luscious locks without heat.

                              Here are my natural heatless locks

Step 1- Straight after washing hair squeeze gently all the leftover water out
Step 2- Comb gently from the bottom of the hair working towards the top
Step 3- Use a calming cream for your curly hair or wavy hair( if you have naturally straight hair wrap your hair around your fingers till there is a slight curl/wave)BB conscious crème for coarse curls works for me
Step 4- Mess around with your hair, curl with fingers/clump in hand till you have beachy curls
Step 5-either leave it or add clips to the back of the hair for a nice half up half down style.

When I where makeup..

My weekend everyday makeup look

I do not wear makeup every day and only wear eye shadow

on an occasion but I went out for a meal so I thought I would show

you my look and lists the products so you can re create it.

 

Products- Mac- Prep and Prime primer and studio finish concealer, lipstick in hue, mac bronzer and mineralise skin finish powder

                        Estee Lauder Double Wear foundation and Bobbi Brown crème blush in fresh melon

                        Clarins Essentials and Avon in nude eye pallets

Rimmel hide the blemish concealer in ivory under my eyes

and black eyeliner by YSL with Lancôme mascara