So I know I have not used this blog in years but I thought it would be appropriate to address people on something which is very common in every day life.
When I was 16 I met a boy, he was a year older and instantly we connected, before him I had never had a relationship nor a first love, I had 'seen someone' but that was it. It was very intense, everything moved very fast and I fell in love for the first time. I was with 'him' for nearly two years, however even though it was very good at the beginning it became a very intense/stressful unhealthy relationship, we were both obsessed with eachother, not wanting to say anything negative or reveal our personal information, but things happened which should not happen in a normal healthy relationship, I was devastated when we split in January and I couldn't cope properly, your going to experience 'eating ice cream' and curling up in a ball crying it happens. However, I'm was vulnerable and I took him back 3 weeks later, however things were not the same and I wouldn't admit it, we had drifted, but due to the long term duration of the relationship I had known no different. It was only the second break up in June now 18 years old that I knew I would have to be strong, it happened during my a level exams, for anyone who's done a levels will know how hard and stressful exam time is. I revised so much and I concentrated on my exams, they were a massive distraction from the heart ache I was feeling. To cut this long story short, we both had holidays with our friends booked which was the main reason in why I was able to move on so quickly,but I could talk to the opposite gender for the first time in a long time actually have a conversation with someone other than my ex partner, I learned that there is more out there, when I came home I thought I'd be unhappy again but I wasn't because I've learned to look at life differently and accept that there's more to life than that past person, there's going to be other heart aches i will endure however it isn't the end of world and all of you who are currently suffering heart ache, eat some ice cream, excerise was the best thing for me and go out with your friends and have fun because in time you'll be happy like me❤️
+ but you'll still get upset when seeing your ex act disrespectful and post stuff about his new girl when it's not even been 6 weeks x
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